Back from Retreat.

Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek Your face
Lord all I am is is Yours

My whole life
I place in Your hands
God of mercy
Humbled I bow down
In your presence at Your throne

Untitled.

What do you want from me? 

Mkay.

It's not surprising at all, it's what I expected from you.
I remember those hurtful words you spoke and how you ignored what I said.
But it's over now, and I'm completely content with it. 
I'm glad that you let me be, believe it or not, you helped me grow.

Bore.

Hm, Friday, I was supposed to ice skating. Which was canceled, as usual.
Yesterday was Saturday Academy, ended at 11:30, the Tenement Museum was pretty interesting. Next week, I have to get to school at 8:30, which is going to be a big nightmare. I did most of my homework yesterday [besides Research] since I got home earlier than usual. Snowed, but it's not snowing the following morning, which sucks.
Reading Heroes, Gods and Monsters of the Greek Myths by Bernard Evslin for English class. Pretty nasty things in there.
Reading two independent reading books, even though I only need one. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AsfneRjfOc&fmt=18

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High school's a bore. Everything is.

I realize what a fool I've been for believing you.

Thanksgiving.

Thanksgiving "Vacation" is almost here, and I can't wait.

Thanksgiving Day. I think Morning Prayer with Church. With Victoria's Family. Feasting at my house.
Friday. Black Friday. But I don't know if I'm shopping :(. I might be able to meet up with you, Jane for the Game and yeah.
Saturday. Game with Jane? Hopefully. No Saturday Academy this week.
Sunday. Church.

It's all set. I hope.
Maybe, my teachers will be nice, and not give me homework for the 4-day-weekend.
I highly doubt it though.

"Strike that. Reserve it."

Pure Imagination by Maroon 5.
I want a golden ticket. Ha.

School is horrible.
I realized ever since I got my Internet back, my grades started to drop.
Well, they're not even considered good on my account.
I've been reading more often nowadays.
But the homework and projects keeps building up.
I learned to deal.

Currently, I'm procrastinating like crazy because I don't want to bother doing my Spanish Project on the family tree that I "coincidentally" did for the three years of Middle School, I want to transfer to Spanish 2.
Gosh, I better get a better schedule next year.

I want to go ice skating.

Chasing Cars.

"If I lay here, if I just lay here.
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
Today was a beautiful day.
I'm so grateful, for everything and everyone.


Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.

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I feel horrible.
Had a stuffy nose, pretty much the whole day.
And during lunch and gym, had a fever.
Gym lay-up test on Wednesday.

I gave up. Thank goodness.

Today was hectic.
I hate the Saturday Program at my school now.
I have a English project due on Friday that I should be doing.

I want to go ice skating.
Badly.
Off to do homework.

"Give us only what is rightfully ours."

Quickie.

Around the last chapters of To Kill a Mockingbird. It's good. Getting my Internet tomorrow. Woot. I only have ten minutes. I need to do Vocabulary for To Kill a Mockingbird so adios.

Meaningless.

Apparently, I'm getting my Internet next week.
Since my dad is ordering the router thing this week.
It'll take a while to get here, I guess.
I hate Daylight's Savings. It gets too dark around 5.
I have a lot of homework.
I look forward to Saturdays at museums.

I'm ahead in my reading for To Kill a Mockingbird.
Jane, you're missing out. It's a good book.

I miss writing in Blogspot everyday. Ugh.

Being addicted to the Internet is totally out the window.
Whenever I go to the library, I seem like I have nothing to do on unless it's for homework.

Wow, I skip around a lot in this blog --".

Adios :].

I'm done.

Hi. I'm at Victoria Park's house. It's Election Day and I have a lot of homework. Yay? Okay, bye. By the way, I gave up. And everyone does the oovoo thing. I need to get a webcam --".

History of Halloween.

Oh, yay, Halloween.

Halloween is the one of the oldest holidays still celebrated today. It's one of the most popular holidays, second only to Christmas. While millions of people celebrate Halloween without knowing it's origins and myths, the history and facts of Halloween make the holiday more fascinating.

Halloween is on October 31st, the last day of the Celtic calendar. It was originally a pagan holiday, honoring the dead. Halloween was referred to as All Hallows Eve and dates back to over 2000 years ago.

The Celts believed the souls of the dead roamed the streets and villages at night. Since not all spirits were thought to be friendly, gifts and treats were left out to pacify the evil and ensure next years crops would be plentiful. This custom evolved into trick-or-treating.


Bleh. Too much homework & going to the museum tomorrow :).

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He said he knows that she likes him,
& Today he clearly stated it toward a group of friends and I.
Yet, he didn't say he didn't like her back. I'm worried.
People told me he doesn't, well obviously he doesn't seem to by the looks of it.
He told me how they met. They both have so many similarities. Ugh.


Ah, forget it.
It's not worth it.

Okay.

Blog has made it hard for me to open up to. And clearly, for the rest of you, it hasn't. Nothing is really going on. The school year has been going by too fast, and I don't think I'm the only person who believes so. Swollen finger feeling, yet still hurts and I have gym tomorrow. Nice. Bye.

...

I give up. Period.

Give me your numbers; I still have the same number, guys.

B-e-a-utiful.

Library again, my dad decided on getting my Internet back by Monday. But I don't know if it's this Monday or next Monday. Came from Saturday Academy, going to museums for the next estimated 8 Saturdays. No need to come to school after them either, so chill? :). And they're all located in Manhattan, if you catch my drift. Got my phone today, using the orange one I had before, same number.
Nothing needed to say. Ate out for the last two dinners with Victoria & her parents. Their Anniversary, my mom's birthday.

Beautiful weather today.

Take these broken wings, and learn to fly.

Anna's work place, Studio.
Bundles of Homework. Textbook needed.
No textbooks here. I'm doomed.
Going home around 6:30.
Eating out for Mom's Birthday & going to eat out on Saturday too.
Saturday Academy 9-12. Goes on College stuff, yay.
I hate that my phone got stolen, No Internet, No Tv, No Phone.
Dooooooomed.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free

Beatles <3.

Oh, kill me.

Situated at the library again. I got my Report Card today. 87.43. Eh. I don't care. I should leave the library soon, I've been bumming around here for a decent dvd to watch at home or something. Teachers gave me grades that are higher than I expected. Well, yeah.

I'm starting to stop caring, about everything.

Oh My Goodness.

I'm in the library, doing nothing. While waiting for my dad, being phone less. Someone unfortunately stole it during my English class when we had an assignment to go around the room and look at the pictures about the segregation and such; because it just so happens that I'm reading To Kill a Mockingbird. I got a 90 for my English average. Teachers tend to like telling their students what they got for the average beforehand. Yeah, my Internet is gone in my house. So that might explain many things. I've actually gotten used to the "No Internet" thing. I've been focusing on my studies a lot more now, and getting better grades besides Research and Global. I have to look up Career books for Research, about my topic: Graphic Designing which is why I'm on the computer. Global is probably killing my average this marking period; getting a 75. I hope I can update more, my dad said since I've been improving grades and stuff; he's getting the Internet back. Although 75 isn't that great ;). I've signed up for a Saturday class held at my school; going to museums and such. But it's only on certain days, and no homework and tests. 6 days at school, wow, I know. For this long, I've been talking about school. Wow. Such a nerd, I am, huh?

Jane, I hope you're okay. You said it yourself on your blog, that when someone tells you something positive, you just put all your sadness and stuff to the corner and it never goes away and everything. Ha. I doubt that if I tell you something sad, you'll get more happier, so um. I don't know. I'm pretty sure I won't be able to talk to you for awhile, unless I use my mom's, dad's or my sister's phone and they're mostly using the phone all the time, so I don't know. I'll promise I'll call you soon.

The Freshman Trip I went to, wasn't as great as I expected it to be.
Oh, and by the way: I lost all of the numbers because my dad canceled the phone that was stolen and such, so give me yo' numbers.

Adios.

Blogspot Love.

Forget the last post. I feel extremely stupid for writing that. I'm home the whole day, at least I hope. I'm clearly, too lazy to leave my house today. Like every other day, of course. I need to do my Research homework and my Spanish Project. Then I'm free for the rest of the day. My Spanish project is pretty simple, it's not hard. But if I get another Spanish Project involving me putting my face on it, I'm gonna kill myself. Mikelus killed Spanish for me. I want to learn French, rather than Spanish.

Today, I shall do the following:

• Do all my homework and projects by around 6 or so.
• Stare at Newspapers the whole day and cut out funny comics to paste unto my binder, since my binder looks really plain.
• Study for Global, because I know I'm failing that class.
• Study for Biology. Cause I have a quiz tomorrow.
• Update Blog if I feel is needed.

I'm pretty much addicted to this thing.

...

I'm falling for you, or I seem to believe I am.
And I've met you only recently, but I'm feeling that you can suspect it.

You tell me secrets, I tell you secrets. That can't possibly mean anything.

I hope our friendship doesn't come to play into me liking you.

Extremely Pointless.

Yay, no school tomorrow! I won't have anything to do tomorrow besides my Spanish project. Seriously, every Spanish project I've ever gotten was about putting your own face unto the poster or computer paper. I hate my face. It's not great. I realized as I was listening to my mp3 today, there's two exits that lead the same way. And everyone crowds over the one exit that is with the escalators. Are people really that lazy to use the less crowded staircase? Ha, this paragraph is completely pointless. I have a Biology Quiz on Friday. I'm gonna study soon, even though I don't have school tomorrow. There's no harm in studying. No one really goes on this thing anymore, oh well, I don't care.

My Tuesday Evening.

I despise tests.

I have a History Essay Exam tomorrow. I'm going to fail. I'm pretty much failing Global and Research. Ah. I don't want to repeat Research, Senior year. That would suck, big time. Jane got a blogspot, yipee. Uh. I should be doing my History draft cause that's the only thing we could use during the test for the essay. Which is a good thing, if you ask me. I have to be early too, because I have him first period and I would get time off if I don't come in on time. I have Research homework as well, but I don't feel like doing it. I only have her on Tuesday's and Friday's. So, yeah. Today was so freaking cold, and I'm pretty sure the rest of the week will be the same. But I don't want to carry around my jacket or wear it the whole time, if I do bring one to school. It would be such a hassle. It's already almost seven and I lack enough knowledge to write on my History Exam. I have Gym tomorrow too. I have a test. A written one, which is quite odd. So I have to study that too. I better do well this first marking period. Wish me luck on my Exams.

I really hate this weather. I'm home alone again, needing to do my homework.

Tuna Sandwiches.

I got home like two hours ago, and I'm supposed to be bringing my library dvd's to the library today. But I just decided to renew them. I came in my house, with the door half open. I assumed there was someone from my family in it. Surprisingly, it was just open. And it sure didn't seem like a robber came in at all. Thank God. I don't know how much homework I have. But I damn' know that I have a lot of tests and quizzes this week. Completely packed with stuff to study for. I miss people from middle school. I actually were one of those people who said to themselves that they were gonna miss everybody and everything that inhabited that school, no matter how bad of a school it became in the last three years. Oh, ha. I forgot. You can't believe who I saw today. Andrew Pagan. He was in front of my school waiting for some girl or something, that's what he told me. I actually thought to myself that he went there for a second or two. Blah. Same old school day.
A few days ago, I discovered the amazing delectable meal it is today, the tuna sandwich. I, obviously didn't just figure about it now, but I guess either I haven't ate it for so long that I forgot or I just had never had a chance to eat one. I love it. Besides the whole bad breath situation, you'll love it too ;].

Come and rest your bones with me.

Bleh. Going to church today. Buy me books. I'll update this later on tonight. Not in the mood.

Thank God it's Friday.

Best Friday Ever. I usually hate Friday's because of my crappy schedule. I have Algebra first period, and Phys. Ed after lunch, like every Wednesday's & Monday's. Bleh. I have few homeworks. I'm officially addicted to Chester See. I love playing with charcoal ;].

School's Tomorrow.

Start counting now.

I don't enjoy Blogspot because I'm still confused and don't see how things work yet. But I still have the urge to write even if I say I won't the next day, like my previous entry. Finally, I did my paper. I just have to revise my Research paper soon. Well, I'm gonna shower and go to sleep. Yeah, I try to go to sleep earlier, guys. I found out that my paper just had to be 2-3 pages. I got pretty disappointed, but writing an extra paragraph or so doesn't hurt. It just makes my grade higher. School tomorrow, oh the dread. I have to watch my dvd's soon, they're due on the third of October. I don't want the dvd's to be overdue. Yay, I got my Math teacher to like me, I'm a complete suck-up in that class. Oh, shoot me.

I hate taking the train to school every morning and afternoon. It's worst than I thought it would be.

You just wasted a __ minutes reading this entry. Ha. That was completely pointless.

Rock, Paper, Scissors.

This is gonna be my blog for tomorrow because I'm gonna be too busy tomorrow. Have two papers due the following two days. Ugh. Alright, I just love that quote/picture thing. And you knows probably know who my "header" is about. Tada.

UFO Callings.

Good morning. Victoria Park is coming over my house today to dye her hair, I don't think I can. But she's coming over anyway. Ha. Blah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLFdGEOftMo.
That is creepy.
"What?! A person that goes by the name of Prophet Yahweh can apparently summon UFO’s to appear whenever he wants. He says the secret is in the Old Testament written in Hebrew and that he has mastered this technique over 25 years of practice.
Las Vegas KTNV (ABC channel 13) gave the guy some media spotlight and filmed a segment where he called on UFO’s to appear in the sky. Sure enough, a blurry dot appeared in the sky and then disappeared on its own. Sure, you can believe it if you want, but my question is why Prophet Yahweh doesn’t just summon them down to the ground for real proof? Nutjob? I think so.
Prophet Yahweh even has a YouTube channel called UFOtvnews where he sounds like any other crazy man — just going on and on and on and on and on…well, you get the idea. Check it out below."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5C2NxSOltbE

http://well.blogs.nytimes.com/2008/09/29/short-north-koreans-and-americans/

By the way guys, I want to make a new sn. Ideas!

Church of Scientology?!

They're seriously too many things in the world that is wrong. Ha. For me, I tend to respect other people's religions and such, but Scientology is something that I, for one, can't respect. Goodness, there's even a church for it. Search it up for yourself, it's ridiculous. Bleh. No school for the next two days. I have no idea if I'm gonna dye my hair yet with Victoria Park. But I know that she's planning to at my house, that's for sure. If you're gonna make a video, please make it so that it is easy to understand, I can't hear a word they say. I look up at too many blogs on the internet. This is beginning to be extremely creepy.

http://blog.wired.com/wiredscience/2008/09/tobacco-could-h.html
Read it. I'm freaked out. "Unfortunately, some scientists foresee a problem that could make the viral carrier unsuitable for long term use: Humans will eventually develop an immune response to the plant virus that would limit their effectiveness."

This is what school has done to me? Hm. I'm beginning to like this "new" me.

Sunday Morning by Maroon 5.

I have church today. Hm. Nothing to really write about. I'm planning to dye my hair with my friend, Victoria on Tuesday. We're gonna beg our parents, but I have a feeling if I do any color, it's gonna look like crap. Enjoy the View by David Choi is a good song, I admire his song composing skills. My dad cut off the television, so all I watch on the television is videos of Harry Potter, and I don't know where all my dvds went. At least I still have my computer, no?

Goodness, I miss you.

First Blog.

On the days I can't see your eyes, I don't even want to open mine.

On the days I can't see your smile, I'd rather sit and wait awhile.

For the days I know you'll be near, 'Cause a day without just isn't fair.

For the days I can hear you voice, I'm left without a choice.

Today: Homework & Stayed home.

Tomorrow: Church.